Monday, September 8, 2008

What's that for???!

I have been thinking for a very long time alrdy; & now i feel like blogging it out.

Why must all good things come to an end everytime? Why cant good things last forever? Why doesnt ppl really mean forever when they say it? And since it's not forever, why must ppl claim that it is when they are unsure about the future? Why do they want to make things seem so perfect when it's not. Why do they like to only be close to you only for awhile& the next time, complete strangers!.....(DIZ IS SOO COOL,not!) Why?!! Just why, can anyone tell me???? What the hell is forever for since the word is just a fcking word that is so fcking fake. FAKE. FckU.

Why is the a word for thing that doesnt exist?? HUH? Why do people like to make empty promises?? It's not very fun or exciting or will bring them any good right? So what's the point man, what's the fcking big point?!!! Ppl always bring you up to the highest point and make you fall down real hard aft everything is over. And not even a lil bit of concern shown? FCKING SADISTS!!! Telling you "Everything will change", "That's only what you thought." or "Those are only words". OMG whatever man!!! WHATEVER~ Snap back to reality man! No good things last! Stop dreaming, stop thinking forever's real, coz it's not! NOT NOT NOT.

My life doesnt seem screw up to me or to anyone else outside. But i feel so fcking screwed idk why myself either... I seriously rly wanna know why plsss! Screwed me! :( Fck.
Im not gonna be a fool anymore. I swear im not gonna take anyone& anything for granted, becoz Im gonna fall down real hard & painful aft it's gone!

I hate that jerk, fcking heartbreaker, tht fcked up POS, biggest liar i can ever find in the world man. Seriously, get a life! You fcking hear meeee? ps; i actually thought you were the nicest person in the world, can you believe it? So stupid right! Even I myself cannot believe that Im SO stupid to believe you and trust you to the max, not doubting anything etc. But anyway, so long loser!! I hate the sight of u = i hate u (for short). ANYWY, i thought i couldnt make it but who knows, i somehow did ! WOW, praise me will ya? StupidFckingPeabrainedHeartbreakerJerkOfMyLife. :-)

Oh& uh ppl, dont anyhow assume ah! I will bite one hor!
& becos Im not a fcking fool, not one that you can lie to and just turn away. You suck;

I know i know i know! it doesnt sound like me! Not like the cheerful & always laughing Mandy you always see! But yeh! I got possessed so accept iT!

bye/luv.

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